How Dare You

You hurt me
More than I thought you could
You killed me
Everyday you were here
And I hated you
With every fiber of my being
I wanted you dead

I loved you
In the beginning
I thought you were the answer
To my prayers
And at first you were
Couldn't have asked for better
But I should have seen the signs

When you scolded me
I cried
You hit me for being weak
And i cried even more
I've never felt so small
So helpless
And lost

And by the time I finally
Got the courage
To stand up to you
Tell and show you
Just how I really felt
About you
And all you did to me

You were gone

And I was happy
I rejoiced
The hurt was over
The paining
The weakness
Gone
Forever

And yet

I miss you so
And it hurts
Even more
Then when you used to
Hit me