I'm here because carala has officially been on dA for two years, on Nov. 14. I meant to be on then and talk about how much I love the site, how happy I am, blah, blah, blah...

But I'm not. Because, actually, having a break from here has been rather good for me. I'm actually allot less stressed, and had the most amazing day yesterday! Well, not really, but it made me happy enough that I'm still smiling about it all now :3

You see, I finally asked him out like a few days after I left here.

And he said no.

I wasn't too shocked, but of course I was kinda disappointed...

BUT HERE'S WHAT HAPPENED YESTERDAY!

So, after he said no, it's been a bit awkward for us. At least, for me, anyway. And so I finally forced him to talk to me on the comp for like half an hour, trying to get back to where we were before all of this. It slowly got less awkward, until finally, everything seemed okay again.

Then, a few days later, after not talking for a while, he opened chat thing and was just like 'hey'. I said hi back...then everything just stopped. After a while, he said he had to go, and that was that.

Then, yesterday, a few days after that, while switching classes and waiting for one of my friends, he walked passed me and did his whole nod thing. Now, when he does that, he just gives you a blank stare, nods quickly, then looks away and keeps going. But this time, he looked at me, smiled, like a real smile, nodded and was like 'Hey!' I couldn't help but smile back and say hi.

Last night, we were talking forever! About four hours to be exact. The strange thing is, is that he's starting to act all sweet and stuff like he did right before he told me he liked me... I'm not getting my hopes up or anything, but I am getting rather confused...

Anywhom, whether it meant anything or not, it just made my day. So I'm actually happy for once since...well, a long time. I do miss you, a bit, but I really do like this break So, sorry, but I'm doing this for me for once(so selfish)

C ya!
~Cara